these days have been quite peaceful and drilled with anticipation for me.
and i just received my first Christmas gift today,
perhaps my only too.
i admit to be bad at Christmas shopping
as i never really spend
enough time for that.
i smell Christmas and i smell the holidays.
and with all that coming, i am feeling quite peaceful.
have not done much but just in touch with a couple of friends,
it makes this occasion more real than ever.
and sometimes when you like some time-alone,
you'd truly feel the essence of it.
also at the same time, a particular Christmas song
has been playing and replaying in my head.
'Have yourself a merry little Christmas'i believe in every year,
Christmas meant different for everyone of us.
no matter how we celebrate or how we approach this festive season,
it will dawn like a whole new situation in every year.
as much as i acknowledge and embrace the fact that it's homecoming,
it feels as though it is gradually fading away.
people don't love this day as much as before
but only to wear it on them more visibly that's all.
nevertheless, i do love it
even though it may leave me thinking and missing people
people i love and loved, people i haven seen for quite awhile.
but i'd still hope you will have a wonderful Christmas
love.